Just how dumb can I get? You be the judge as I already know. I'm a senior in college, working on a Computer Science degree, but I've got at least one more year to go. This semester will be the determining factor whether I get kicked out of school if I don't at least pass all my classes. You see how deep in the hole I am. I'm scratching my head, wondering how am I going to get through college let alone this semester. Prior to college I've been doing above average work in school and never really put much effort into my classes and was still able to get good grades. Ever since I started college I felt like my brain has slowed down; I can't seem to concentrate or comprehend things as quickly as I used to. Freshman year was OK, but I went downhill from there. Year after year my goal was to make the Dean's List; three years later I realized it will never be. I just need to pass my classes and get out. I know I will have a hard time getting that first, good job if all I can show for is my sorry GPA. My parents don't even know my predicament since they don't really pay much attention to my school. I'm just ashamed thinking how much money I've wasted. Let's just say it's a years worth of tuition. Well, I have a month and a half to turn things around. I don't fear failing as much as facing my parents when I have to tell them that I've been dismissed.