Rather long story, sorry. Back in 2010, here in Brazil, when I built my first pc, the price of games was so prohibitive it was inconceivable to buy them legally. Steam wasn't a thing here yet, there were no regional prices and they only accepted international credit cards, which I didn't have. The road to Brazilian gaming culture was paved on piracy and I was no different. The consoles weren't released here, let alone the games. If you wanted to game legally , you had to import both the console and the games. Which no one did. Thus, I had pirated every single game I ever played until then, but I was never comfortable and felt very ashamed of it. One day, my room mate saw me playing an unreleased game, the following conversation ensued:
- "this game is not supposed to be out for the next 7 days, how the hell are you playing it?"
- "I'm a beta tester"
-"beta tester my ***... you're an alpha gamer!"
*just so you know, playstation 2 was released here in 2009