First of all, I'm not an emo. I just don't like the way I live life, what I do with my time, and I'm disappointed with my family. I really don't like my life, I play video games all day, don't hang out with people from school, maybe 1 or 2 kids, but mainly 3 kids from my old school, also in 8th grade. I don't know what kids think of me, probably that I'm anti social. I do talk to lots of people, but hardly any girls, just chat a bit with some people that I sit next to. I probably seem like a loser for not saying much. I have never had a girlfriend either, not even close, I doubt that I will ever have one because I'm too much of a ***** to ask a girl out. I consider myself ugly, but never asked anyone, so that makes me lose a lot of courage. My family also disappoints me sometimes. Since my parents are divorced, my dad got married, and my moms boyfriend moved in with us. I don't really like him, even though he is a very nice guy and all, but I just don't like him. I don't know why at all, it's just hard getting used to. My mom makes up stupid reasons for me to not do things, and is very overprotective. My brother couldn't watch Futurama one time, because it was on Comedy Central. Any ideas to help make my life more bearable? Edit: One of my bullies is just a hideous annoying son of a *****, whom I hope dies, he has no friends, and I'm glad. The other isn't much of a bully, just a mental kid, no joke, he has ADD, he doesn't do much except close my locker, he doesn't know when to stop. What should I do about them? Please tell me, I need help. Edit: Wow, my depression is really starting to grow. I was at the store with my mom, and all of a sudden I just feel horrible on the inside. I was in an average mood at first, and then just horrible for no reason.