My Life - Poem

mephisto_007

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[CENTER]Mother gave me birth to a curse child like
On the 6 of Aug 1984 worst than Chris
Born natural in KC with no hospital at dawn
Memorize my life in the vein of moment
I won’t comply getting high surprise by
My misery life - even I ain’t recognize
Undertake put off to compose new existence
Even most you strive result disappointment
Parents’ conflict split children in portion
By the time I’ve grown up why wasn’t I abortion?
Family adversary – enemy lingerin
Each day pass I cry - but we only children
How we survive if there ain’t protection
Commitment abandon I can’t comprehend
Nothing you see will encourage the bee
Basically agony and only you trend to perceive
It 1988 the day we came from the dead
Bullet shot grenade fired on top our head
Wait observe I was stunned I couldn’t move
Mum shift me out almost fall off the stool
We do nothing but hide in the garbage pool
We keep prayin hope it not the end of this soon
Vicious act they attack, pol pot rebellion cannon
I cried out but ain’t scared prepare for the hunt
Yet it ain’t done threat recollect the fact I wasn’t fib
Brutality - enemy seeing through our eyes
Even so I’m not old enough to reply
It’s 1990 we move to PP Capital City
We starting a new life try forget those memories
I’ve start school and that the only thing we do
Trying my best - to pass the test - and take a rest?
I guess that not correct - I can’t confess
My soul you know - I know sometime it hurt
Just to think about it simply giving the turf
It burst off I want to get out off and choose
A new world to begin but it seem I’m stuck
I couldn’t get up - it completely **** up
My brother you know - sisters you too - I ain’t blaming you
It wasn’t my intention thing I’ve done – it won’t undo
Though I can prove what I wants is totally true
Mum and Dad I ain’t mad disrespecting you
Maybe it faith - like you said
You don’t need to try cuz you its fate
The outcome not the same but it claimed
I am in shame - cuz I’m not a good teen
I cause people mad however I hate it
I mean people glade but they’re objected
I feel so alone ain’t nothin there to bone
Over the fight I cannot decide
I can’t defy stress it pressurize
I couldn’t be what I want so I cheat
I’ve defeated myself so I lost in the grid
It 1997 we’re 3 gone oversea
It appear to be good recognition for the family
By the time we were there emerge the agony
What shall I do but I’m only thirteen
My dream was expire I couldn’t hide any more
All desire in my life arrive frankly in stalled[/CENTER]
 
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