The problem you have with your laptop is common. Usually, the "desktop" does not load because there is something missing from the initial installation of Windows, assuming it is what you are using. If your OS is working fine in Safe Mode, then it must not be an installation problem; but, it can be that something is preventing your OS from being fully loaded. That can happen because a spyware, for example, had entered your machine somehow without your knowledge, or you have downloaded something that contains a malicious item. Try, for the sake of it, to scan your machine with "Spybot" or "Ad-aware" for things that may prevented your desktop from loading. You never know, but there might be a hidden process running somewhere in the background.